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Uniting the Inner and Outer Spiritual – Responsibility at a Time of Global Crisis
by Llewellyn Vaughan-Lee

Rachel Corrie, a Year Later
by Gila Svirsky

Sekarang Kita Maju! Now We Move Forward!
A message from Bali on 25th October 2002
Delivered in English by Asana Viebeke L

Tikkun: For planetary healing and transformation
by Rabbi Michael Lerner

Grendel’s Mother in the Consulting Room
How the fear of disease can become a worse illness than any disease.
by Peter Davies

 

Uniting the Inner and Outer Spiritual
Responsibility at a Time of Global Crisis

by Llewellyn Vaughan-Lee

Dark clouds are gathering, powerful forces constellating in the outer and inner worlds. We are witnessing preparations for war and the actions of terrorists, our media saturated with acts of violence and the war drums of politicians. Many people are finding their dreams haunted by images of bombs falling and a sense of what is sacred being desecrated. We seem to be embarking on another cycle of violence, with the theme of mass destruction as a call to arms.

What is our responsibility at this time of global crisis? How can we constellate peace amidst the forces of war? How can we bring our spiritual ideals onto the world stage, bring the light of our hearts into the growing darkness? It is easy to feel isolated or ineffectual, to think that the destiny of the world is in the hands of politicians blinded by power, or terrorists caught in images of martyrdom. But there is a part that we can play, a way that we can bring light into the darkness and work to awaken the world.

In our own journey we know that any time of crisis is also a time of opportunity. When powerful forces constellate, they carry the potential for transformation as well as destruction. What is true of our individual journey is also true for the world. The tremendous clash of opposites, of light and dark, that is threatening such destruction and seemingly polarizing the world belongs to the birth pains of a global transformation. But in order for this transformation to be successful it needs our attention. It needs the participation of those committed to service, whose consciousness can be aligned to something greater than their personal well-being.

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Any time of crisis is also a time of opportunity

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At any time of real crisis our work is to look beyond the plane of action and reaction to where real help and grace are given. Through our prayers and devotion, we align ourself with the love and power of the divine without whose presence we are left alone with our own self-destructive conflicts. Sadly, we have tended to place prayer and devotion solely within the sphere of our personal relationship with the divine, not recognizing its larger dimension which concerns the well-being of the whole. Yet we have seen the power of prayer in the context of the larger world: after the tragedy of September 11th we had the tangible experience of people all around the world praying, working to hold a space of love and remembrance so that the energy of the divine could help to repair the fabric of life brutally torn apart by the acts of violence. This moment of global remembrance through prayer did not last, but it points to what is possible when we direct our attention to the larger whole.

Only the divine that can heal and transform the world—the forces of antagonism in the world are too powerfully constellated for us to resolve on our own. But the divine needs our participation: we are the guardians of the planet. Working together with the power and love of the divine, we can help turn this moment of crisis into a time of global awakening. And what is the nature of this work? In our masculine culture we identify work with “doing” and activity. But to hold a space for the divine requires the feminine quality of “being.” Through the simplicity of living our inner connection to the divine, we link the worlds together.

Central to this transformation and awaking is the uniting of the outer and inner worlds. Much of our present predicament comes from isolating ourself in the outer physical world, to such a degree that we have almost forgotten the presence of the inner worlds. And yet it is always from within that divine grace and healing come. Those who have committed themselves to spiritual work have turned inward, and through meditation, prayer, dreamwork, and other practices, have begun to reclaim the inner world.

Looking inward now, one might glimpse something quite wonderful: a web of light and love that has been woven around the world. This web has been woven together over the past two decades by the masters of love and their helpers, those who look after the spiritual well-being of the world. It is the container for our global transformation, for the awakening of the world, and now it needs to be brought into consciousness. This web is a network of the spiritual light of those who have given themselves in service to the divine. It’s structure has similarities to the internet, but it is made of light and exists on an inner plane. We are inwardly linked together through this web, and through our prayers and devotions we can bring the light of the divine to where it is needed in the outer as well as the inner world. This global network of light and love is very powerful; it can counter the destructive ego-driven worldly forces. It can take us beyond the clash of opposites into the oneness that is at the source of life.

But to work with this web we need to realize that we are the link of love that unites the inner and outer worlds. We carry the potential for global transformation in our own hearts, in our lived connection to the divine. We need to step out of the enclosed world of our individual aspiration to recognize this larger dimension to our spiritual practice. Wherever we are we can consciously connect to this network of light. Then the energy of the divine will flow freely from the inner to the outer and our present time of crisis can unfold into a new era of global awareness.

© 2002 The Golden Sufi Center

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Llewellyn Vaughan-Lee is a Sufi teacher and author of a number of books, including Working with Oneness.

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Rachel Corrie, a Year Later
Gila Svirsky

I was not present in Rafah that terrible day, but I have frequently replayed in my mind the events leading up to the moment when a bulldozer rolled over Rachel Corrie. I think to myself: What compelled this young woman, neither Jewish nor Palestinian, to travel 10,000 miles from home, to throw in her lot with a family not her own, a people not her own, and ultimately meet a death that came suddenly, swiftly, in an instant of shocked comprehension.

In the biblical book of Ruth, we read of Naomi whose two sons have died, leaving two young widows. Naomi chooses to depart from the land of Moab and return to her home in Judah. She encourages her daughters-in-law to remain in Moab, their own land. One daughter-in-law kisses Naomi and bids her farewell. The other, Ruth, chooses to accompany Naomi to the distant climes of Judah. Why does Ruth go? ‘Entreat me not to leave thee,’ says Ruth, ‘for whither thou goest, I will go; and where thou lodgest, I will lodge; thy people shall be my people, and thy God, my God.’ And she continues, ‘Where thou diest, will I die, and there will I be buried: if the Lord do so to me, and more also, if ought but death part thee and me’.

The biblical figure of Ruth journeys to her new people, expecting never to return, but to be buried in foreign soil.

The modern figure of Rachel journeyed to her new people, expecting to return for the start of the school year, and never to be buried, or to be buried at some vastly distant unimaginable future, but never to find her death in the soil of her chosen destination. She journeyed to her new people expecting to find another culture, another language, another way of interacting, but never to find another attitude toward the taking of life. She journeyed expecting to see death, but never to experience it directly, never to encounter herself as the object of deliberate death.

In his treatise Fear and Trembling, the philosopher Kierkegaard recounts the story of Abraham as he takes his son Isaac to be sacrificed on Mount Moriah. The story is so unfathomable – how could Abraham take his son, his only son, and be willing to slaughter him for no apparent reason other than God’s inscrutable request? Kierkegaard constructs several scenarios with thoughts and emotions that may have been coursing through Abraham’s heart as he walked his son to the place where he would kill him.

Writes Kierkegaard in one such scenario: ‘It was early in the morning, Abraham rose betimes, he embraced Sarah, the bride of his old age, and Sarah kissed Isaac, who had taken away her reproach, who was her pride, her hope for all time. So they rode on in silence along the way, and Abraham’s glance was fixed upon the ground until the fourth day when he lifted up his eyes and saw afar off Mount Moriah, but his glance turned again to the ground. Silently he laid the wood in order, he bound Isaac, in silence he drew the knife – then he saw the ram which God had prepared. Then he offered that and returned home. From that time on Abraham became old, he could not forget that God had required this of him. Isaac throve as before, but Abraham’s eyes were darkened, and he knew joy no more.’

In my mind’s eye when I see Rachel standing on that mound of earth and facing the bulldozer, I envision a young woman looking at the small window fast approaching her in the brow of the bulldozer, trying to peer into that dark space, to find the eyes of the soldier who was driving, perhaps someone her own age, someone who also loved to dance and joke with a younger brother, someone who was thinking about how long it would take until he could finish this job and get back to the base where he didn’t have to face the anger of people who don’t understand what he’s doing, thinking about his weekend pass and his own future, maybe he would go back to school and finish that course, or about his own loneliness, and how it is to be out here alone at the gears every day, and then there’s this girl out there, and why doesn’t she get out of the way. What was the next thought of this young man? ‘Shall I kill her?’ or ‘Shall I scare her – she’ll move at the last minute?’ or ‘I’ll show them once and for all’ or ‘Still time to brake’. Or some other brief words that race through his mind as he hurtles ahead.

In this land where blood pours down like lemon drops and covers all the senses, to paraphrase Joni Mitchell, we cannot know what thought compelled this young man to carry out the deed. Blood pours down like lemon drops and covers all the senses, and the senses ascribe new meanings to things. Later that day, he may have wept and found comfort among his friends. He may have shrugged it off – another killing in the line of duty, a sad but necessary evil, a dirty job but someone’s gotta do it, another notch in his belt of military exploits. But we do know one thing: He will live with the death of Rachel for the rest of his life. He may not read every article about her, he may agree only with those that justify his deed, but we know that he reads some of what is written, and we know that he thinks about what happened that day, and if things could have, somehow, ended differently. How do we know this? We know because we agree with Rachel, who risked her life in the belief that whoever was driving that vehicle would stop before he harmed her. We know because we believe, like Rachel, in the fundamental decency of every human being, and that even those who kill, harbor pain inside their hearts for that death. We do not have to forgive this man or this system that led him to kill in order to understand that the trauma of Rachel’s death, which affected hundreds of thousands, millions of people throughout the world, also affected the man who took her life.

On that blindingly sunny day in Rafah, when optimism glints irrationally from every tank, every M16, every dogtag on the necks of 18-year-olds in uniform, photos of loved ones in their pockets, Rachel stood her ground with ease, waiting for his eyes to meet hers, waiting for decency to slow the grinding treads, waiting for the moment of sanity to kick in, to interrupt the flow of tension swelling toward collision, waiting for the inevitable to happen – that reason would prevail.

Today we are one year from that moment, 12 months of time to think about it, and still no more capable of fathoming what transpired that day: that until the moment of impact, Rachel never lost her faith in the decency of this bulldozer driver; that until the moment of impact, the driver never understood that he was capable of this terrible crime.

Writes Kierkegaard, ‘It was a quiet evening when Abraham rode out alone, and he rode to Mount Moriah; he threw himself upon his face, he prayed God to forgive him his sin, that he had been willing to offer Isaac, that the father had forgotten his duty toward the son.’

In my own efforts to understand these terrible deeds, the one on Mount Moriah and the one in Rafah, I ask myself: At Moriah, what was the more terrible – that Abraham had been willing to sacrifice his son? Or that God had demanded this of him?

And in Rafah, who is the real sinner – the soldier who ended the life of a girl on a mound of earth in a land not his and not hers – a land where Rachel, like Ruth, was invited and welcomed, but he was an interloper and resented? Or, in Rafah, too, is the real sinner the God who had demanded this of him – God the army officers, God the brutal policies, God the society of those willing to inflict pain on others to still their own fears and traumas?

And whose gaze turned from one of trust to astonishing alarm? The driver, who trusted that Rachel would leap away before it was too late? Or Rachel, who trusted that the driver would halt the vehicle one tread sooner?

I end with an excerpt translated from ‘Season of the Camomile’ by the Palestinian Samir Rantisi. This poem was written 16 years ago after the killing of an Israeli and a Palestinian near the village of Beita:

How many more ordinary mornings
will fill us with horror
and transform our day to another sky
who chose us
to be the victim and the symbol
to be the beginning of the beginnings
the moment of historical trial
we, the two dreamers
the routine, the ordinary
who chose us
to be the heart of the conflict
and the crossroads of time
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why didn't you find someone besides me to be a symbol?
why didn't they find someone besides you to be a victim?
why could they only find Beita in the spring.

Our hearts in grief, we ask: Why didn’t they find someone besides you to be a victim? Why didn’t they find someone besides you to be a symbol? Ah, Rachel, ah, unknown soldier, why could you only find Rafah in the spring?

Delivered at an evening in memory of Rachel Corrie sponsored by the Israeli Committee Against House Demolitions.
Gila Svirsky, Jerusalem
Coalition of Women for Peace
www.coalitionofwomen4peace.org

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Sekarang Kita Maju! Now We Move Forward!

A message from Bali on 25th October 2002

Delivered in English by Asana Viebeke L

The following is a message delivered on Friday 25th October – immediately after the terrorist bombing in Bali – from Parum Samigita which is the 'Think Tank' for the Banjars (Village Councils) of the Kuta, Legian and Seminyak areas of Bali. It comes from the heart of the Balinese people at ground zero in Kuta. It is a message of love and brotherhood to the world. We Balinese have an essential concept of balance. It's the Tri Hita Karana, a concept of harmonious balance: the balance between God and humanity; humanity with itself, and humanity with the environment. This places us all in a universe of common understanding.

It is not only nuclear bombs which have fallout. It is our job to minimize this fallout for our people and our guests from around the world. Who did this? It’s not such an important question for us to discuss. Why this happened – maybe this is more worthy of thought. What can we do to create beauty from this tragedy and come to an understanding where nobody feels the need to make such a statement again? This is important. This is the basis from which we can embrace everyone as a brother, everyone as a sister.

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Help us to create beauty out of this tragedy

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It is a period of uncertainty. It is a period of change. It is also an opportunity for us to move together into a better future. A future where we embrace all of humanity in the knowledge that we all look and smell the same when we are burnt. Victims of this tragedy are from all over the world.

The past is not significant. It is the future which is important. This is the time to bring our values, our empathy, to society and the world at large. To care. To love.

The modern world brings to many of us the ability to rise above the core need for survival. Most people in the developed world no longer need to struggle to simply stay alive. It is our duty to strive to improve our quality of life. We want to return to our lives. Please help us realize this wish.
Why seek retribution from people who are acting as they see fit? These people are misguided from our point of view. Obviously, from theirs, they feel justified and angry enough to make such a brutal statement.
We would like to send a message to the world: embrace this misunderstanding between our brothers and let us seek a peaceful answer to the problems which bring us to such tragedy.

We embrace all the beliefs, hopes and dreams of all the people in the world with Love. Do not bring malice to our world. What has happened has happened. Stop talking about the theories of who did this and why. It does not serve the spirit of our people. Words of hate will not rebuild our shops and houses. They will not heal damaged skin. They will not bring back our dead.

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If we can love all of our brothers and sisters, we have already won 'The War Against Terrorism'

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Help us to create beauty out of this tragedy. Our community is bruised and hurting. Our spirit can never be broken. Everybody in the world is of one principle brotherhood. Tat Wam Asi – 'You are me and I am you'.
We have a concept in Bali, Ruwa Bhineda, a balance between good and bad. Without bad there can be no good. The bad is the 'sibling' of the good. Embrace this concept and we can move forward into a better world. There is Sekala/Nisikala – the underworld forever in darkness merging with our world in the light.

You love your husband and wife but sometimes you fight. Fear arises and shows its opposition to love. This is normal. This is a natural, essential part of life. These are the concepts by which we, as Balinese, live our lives.

Please, we beg you, talk only of the good which can come of this. Talk of how we can reconcile our 'apparent' differences. Talk of how we can bring empathy and love into everybody's lives.

The overwhelming scenes of love and compassion at Sanglah Hospital show us the way forward into the future. If we hate our brothers and sisters we are lost in Kali Yuga. If we can love all of our brothers and sisters, we have already begun to move into Kertha Yuga. We have already won 'The War Against Terrorism'.

Thank you for all your compassion and love.
Asana Viebeke L Kuta Desa Adat Parum Samigita

 

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Tikkun: For planetary healing and transformation
by Rabbi Michael Lerner

Tikkun is a recently founded international community drawn together in the vision of 'Emancipatory Spirituality'. Initiated by progressive Jews, it welcomes people of all faiths and none. In this extract from his founding address,1 Rabbi Michael Lerner explores how a new form of society is emerging in the world – and urges a 'third way' for Israelis and Palestinians to create peace in their land.

We are at the beginning of an important new venture – to build a community of all those people who understand that the world needs healing and transformation (tikkun), and that the tikkun the world needs is be'malchut Shadie (in the sphere of Spirit). We look to particularly those aspects of the spiritual tradition that have been associated with women’s experience of the Spirit as nurturing, and to the Jewish vision of yhvh as the Spirit of transformation that makes possible the movement from that which is to that which ought to be. Our task is Le’taken olam be’malchut Shadie—to heal the world through the reassertion of the feminine aspect of reality, and to transform it in accord with our highest vision, both male and female, of love, generosity, open-heartedness, economic justice, ecological sanity, and joyous celebration of all that is...

A New Bottom Line

So this is how the struggle appears today: corporate globalization versus reactionary spirituality. As Bush puts it, if you are not on the side of globalized capital, you are on the side of the terrorists. Well, we say 'no' to this false choice. Instead, in my book Spirit Matters and in Tikkun magazine, and now also in the creation of The Tikkun Community, we advance a third path, a new alternative, what we call an Emancipatory Spirituality. It is a spirituality which affirms rational thinking and science, affirms the need for individual rights and for a private realm protected from invasion by the state or by society. It affirms the need for democracy, equality, and individual liberty. But it also calls for a New Bottom Line in American society to transcend the ethos of materialism and selfishness and create a world based on caring and compassion, generosity, and open-heartedness.

That New Bottom Line can best be understood by a central demand of The Tikkun Community: the demand for a new definition of productivity, efficiency, and rationality, so that institutions, social practices, legislation, and ways of life are judged rational, productive, and efficient not only to the extent that they maximize money and power, but also to the extent that they maximize love and caring; increase our ecological, spiritual, and ethical sensibilities; help us see others as valuable because they are embodiments of the sacred; and encourage us to respond to the universe with awe, wonder, and radical amazement. Use that criterion, and you will see that most of the institutions of our society are irrational, unproductive, and inefficient—from our schools to our corporations to our media.

The good news is this: we are not the only group going in this direction. Here is the news of the State of the Spirit: Spirit is moving in this direction. The spiritual crisis that I described is a worldwide crisis, and increasingly more and more people are finding that when the system 'delivers the material goods,' it doesn’t satisfy. The old system of materialism and selfishness has not yet crumbled, and it may have another fifty or even a hundred years of power left. But developing within the existing system is a new ethos, a new spirituality, a mystical society, a set of human beings who wish to return to the mystery of Being, human beings who are increasingly aware of the impermanence of material accomplishments, human beings who no longer believe that they can escape the transitoriness of life and the certainty of death by building skyscrapers or putting plaques on hospitals and university classroom buildings,
or by getting momentary fame by writing a well-known book or movie. Human beings are developing who see through the falseness and the hypocrisy of the materialist culture of contemporary capitalism, who no longer believe that a huge income and a house in the suburbs will provide their lives with meaning. So they are turning to Spirit. They are turning in all kinds of ways. Some of those ways are flakey, some are reactionary, and some are destructive. But there are other and deeper forms of spiritual life emerging, and with this movement, the prefiguring of a new kind of society…

Awakening of planetary consciousness

The Tikkun Community seeks to be a midwife in this process of spiritual awakening. We are seeking to create a national network of spiritually-oriented progressive people who support the New Bottom Line and who want to build a world of love and open-heartedness.

A central goal of The Tikkun Community is to foster a new sense of planetary consciousness. In religious terms, that means we are part of the Unity of All Being. In ecological terms, that means affirming there can be no survival for the human race without saving the whole planet. Those who think they can turn their backs on the fate of the Third World or dump the waste materials of advanced industrial societies some place else have no understanding of the fundamental truth of ecological science: we are all in one unified world system. And that goes for social justice and economic justice as well. One lesson we should learn from September 11: there is no possibility of security at any level for us in the advanced industrial world while the rest of the world wallows in pain. We may think it is not our concern when people work in sweatshops, when young children have to sell their bodies into prostitution, when plants close down and people have no work, when people live as refugees, or when people starve to death. But there are literally millions of young children (I mean millions not thousands) who die of diseases related to starvation each year, and in this kind of a world, terrorism will increase. There is no safety or security for us unless there is worldwide social justice and ecological sanity.

This lesson has to be learned by the Jewish people, my people. There is no longer a way to think of a private solution that will provide Jewish security in a world that is rupturing in pain. The pain of others will inevitably impact our lives. No new security system will protect us—we cannot secure our homes from burglaries, our airports from terrorists, or even the Jewish homeland from assault. The only security is a world based on a whole new principle of love, generosity, social and economic justice, peace, and mutual respect.

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The only security is a world based on a whole
new principle of love, generosity, social and
economic justice, peace, and mutual respect
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This means that Judaism, like every other religious and spiritual tradition, needs to reject those aspects of the tradition that have made us think that we could protect ourselves from the demeaning of others by demeaning them back. We have to reject goyim bashing – the tendency to look down on non-Jews or to think we are smarter, more moral, more anything. If we have historical strengths that we’ve developed, they need to be channeled toward the same goal that everyone else needs to put their energies – toward universal liberation. This does not mean we should reject the specificity of our traditions, our religious texts, holidays, observances or prayers. The challenge of the twenty-first century is to have a planetary consciousness that is truly multicultural – that doesn’t demand homogeneity or the abandonment of cultural or religious particularity, but only requires that those parts of the tradition that demean others, or that assume the possibility of a private redemption, or that display indifference to the suffering of others now be transcended…

Making peace in the Middle East

Once we recognize a planetary consciousness, we will recognize that every human being is equally precious. That, in turn, requires a whole new way of thinking about the situation in the Middle East. I am personally a strong supporter of Israel and want Israel to be secure. But I know that Israel’s policies are self-destructive, irrational, and make Israel less secure. I know that the story has two sides—that when Jews were refugees crawling from the crematoria of Europe, it was Palestinians who refused to share the land with us. But the whole message of Jewish Renewal and of the Judaism of the Prophets is that we need to transcend the pain of the past—we must not act out in this generation what was done to us in past generations. To believe in yhvh, the Force of Healing and Transformation, is to be witness to the possibility of possibility. For the Jewish people, that means we must change the politics of the State of Israel. As a first step we must immediately end the Occupation of the West Bank and Gaza, bring the 200,000 settlers back to the pre-1967 borders of Israel, and lead a worldwide campaign to provide reparations for Palestinian refugees. We must provide reparation not only because a Palestinian state based on extremes of poverty and helplessness would be just as dangerous as the current Occupation, but also because we, as the Jewish people, have to acknowledge our role in driving out people from their homes in 1948 just as we are doing—to the shock and amazement of the world—every day in Gaza, in the West Bank, and in Jerusalem of 2002. We must acknowledge our responsibility—partial, not total, but real—in creating the mess we are now facing.

At the same time, we call upon the Palestinian people to reject the tactics of terror. Terrorism is never right. Terrorism breeds fear and a sense that one must respond with violence, which then breeds more violence. The Palestinian people have made a tragic mistake in not stopping that violence. Palestinians will argue that the violence of the Israeli Occupation is far greater, and that the daily combination of torture, house demolitions, humiliating searches, targeted assassinations, and the siege of towns and villages is far worse than anything experienced by the Israeli population. They may be right. But this whole situation will only be solved if both sides can feel that the other side recognizes them as human with the same human needs as they – and that can never happen if the violence continues. One reason I chose to hold our founding conference on the weekend of Martin Luther King Jr.’s annual celebration was to underscore our appeal to the Palestinian people to follow the nonviolent path of Martin Luther King Jr.

Some may ask, 'why should the oppressed work to initiate nonviolence?' This was the question asked of Martin Luther King Jr – why should we be nonviolent in the most violently racist society in human history? We are the ones who are facing segregation, lynchings, police dogs, beatings. Why should we be the ones when the other side is not nonviolent toward us? But Martin Luther King Jr realized something fundamental, a spiritual truth: in order to break through, we need to appeal to the humanity of the oppressor; to signal to them that even though they are wrong we can still see their humanity. The genius of Martin Luther King Jr. was that he made it possible for white America to remember its own highest spiritual aspirations, and to act on them, and from that place they could no longer justify segregation.

Ethos of generosity

Ultimately, making peace in the Middle East requires a whole new approach on the spiritual level – a new ethos of generosity and open-heartedness. Each side needs to learn how to tell the other side’s story with compassion and generosity of spirit. We need to be able to hear each other, and to recognize the humanity in each other. As a Jew, I want that process to start with us. It’s time for the Jewish people to give up its story as an eternally threatened people – to recognize that we are in fact powerful at this moment, and that the greatest threat to us comes from acting in ways that seem immoral and contemptuous of the needs of others. We need to begin to trust the possibility that the world has other things on its mind besides destroying us – and we can elicit that change of attention if we took the leap of faith, and started to act in a trusting, generous way toward the Palestinian people. I don’t mean that we should unilaterally disarm the Israeli Army, but I do mean that we should act in ways that are unmistakably generous, not looking for an immediate return.

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Making peace in the Middle East requires
a whole new approach on the spiritual level
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We should understand that we have generations of repentance ahead of us to rectify the wrongs we have done to the Palestinian people – and that we cannot hide behind the perfectly correct but morally irrelevant position that they too have lots of repenting to do. We should take the first steps, perhaps even the first few hundred steps, not only because we are the greater power and we are the occupying force, but also because the only way Israel can become a Jewish state is to be an embodiment of the highest ideals of Judaism. These ideals start with the categorical imperative in Torah: Thou shalt love the stranger, Thou shalt love the Other. If the Jewish people could renew its commitment to this part of Torah, it would truly begin the process of becoming a Light unto the Nations. Unrealistic? Well, that’s the central point of Torah: realism is idolatry. It is using the criterion of what is as the basis of what you think can be. But to believe in God or Spirit is to believe that there is a Force that makes it possible to transcend that which is toward that which ought to be – toward a world of love and justice and peace. It’s that part of Judaism we identify with in calling this organization the Tikkun Community—because Tikkun is the Hebrew word for healing and transformation.

Believe in our highest ideals

That is our task and our strategy – to notice that everywhere people have a part of them that wants to work toward their highest spiritual ideals, but another part that thinks it is too dangerous. Most of us are afraid of being put down and made fun of by the dominant culture. And that is what will happen at first. Not because of others, however, but because of our own inner ambivalence, and our own experience of humiliation at earlier points in our lives when we went for a world of love, and then found ourselves betrayed, manipulated, abandoned, or hurt. Within ourselves, we’ve given up on that possibility and become realists. It is not the ruling class that keeps things the way they are—it is each of us who enforce reality on each other, who tell each other that nothing fundamental can be changed.

That’s why we need a Tikkun Community – we need to build communities of support for people who want to go for a New Bottom Line…

Our only hope of saving this planet from ecological destruction is to put our intelligence, energy, time, and money behind our highest ideals, rather than to continue to scale that down to what others tell us is 'realistic.' Being realistic is idolatry – to be part of The Tikkun Community is to affirm a spiritual vision, to connect to the Force of Healing and Transformation of the Universe, to affirm that there is an aspect of reality that makes possible the transcendence of 'that which is' (reality) toward that which ought to be. We want to make it safe for others to go for their own most loving ideals. We already saw that possibility in the miracle of transformation that occurred with the women’s movement. Thirty-five years ago people ridiculed the idea that women could overcome ten thousand years of patriarchy—today, it is those 'realists' who look foolish. We are here to affirm that a world can be built based on love and caring. Let’s make that happen – together.

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Reference
1. This is an extract from the text of Michael Lerner’s 'State of the Spirit' address given at the founding conference of The Tikkun Community, January 2002 in New York.

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Rabbi Michael Lerner will visit London for a conference of the Tikkun Community in October 2002. He invites anyone who would like to be involved in building the Tikkun Community in the UK to contact him by email: rabbilerner@tikkun.org For more information about Tikkun, including extensive articles from Tikkun Magazine, please see the website www.tikkun.org

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Grendel’s Mother in the Consulting Room
How the fear of disease can become a worse illness than any disease.
By Peter Davies

In the great early English poem Beowulf,1 a Saxon prince comes to the great palace Herot and to King Hrothgar. Hrothgar is a great and mighty king and has built a golden dining hall but he cannot use it safely. Every time he does the monster Grendel comes up out of the marsh and attacks the men in the hall. Beowulf comes in to help Hrothgar and in an epic battle kills Grendel. Great is the rejoicing.

The Danes set about celebrating their victory over the fearsome monster with a feast. As they are preparing Grendel’s mother emerges from the marsh and sets off to wreak revenge, 'A second hungry fiend, determined to avenge the first.'

The build up to the crux of the poem starts with the description of Grendel’s race,

'They named the huge one Grendel,
If he had a father no one knew him,
Or whether there’d been others before these two,
Hidden evil upon hidden evil.'

And it develops with a description of the lake where they live,

'At night, that lake burns like a torch.
No one knows its bottom, no wisdom reaches its depths.
A deer hunted through the woods by packs of hounds,
A stag with great horns, though driven through the forest
From faraway places, prefers to die on those shores,
refuses to save its life in that water.
It is not far from here, nor is it a pleasant spot.'

Sometimes my consulting room is not a pleasant spot. I try to define the presence or absence of disease honestly and accurately in my patients and sometimes discover that, no matter how well I do this, my patients remain agitated, unsettled, restless, not quite right. As Moliere puts it in La Malade imaginaire, 'I’ll n’ont pas les malades, il n’y a que malade' (They don’t have an illness, they’re just ill!).

Dichotomy of modern medicine

There is a paradox in modern medicine. The health of the population has greatly improved. Longevity is rising and most people are living lives in more health, comfort and affluence than did their parent’s generation. Indeed our current main diseases are no longer due to environmental problems such as lack of food and sunlight or microbial disease which our Victorian and Edwardian forefathers would have known all too well. However this general improvement in health has not reduced demand for medical services. The new 'healthier' population see their doctor more often than their forefathers, have more tests, demand more reassurance, need more specialist care, more operations, more drugs and generally seem more anxious, less happy and feel less well than their forefathers.

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The press are playing a large role
in giving us inaccurate maps about our health
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This seems utter madness, and indeed like the lake in the poem, it often seems as if 'No wisdom penetrates its depths.' Nothing daunted I am going to try to shine some light on the 'hidden evil upon hidden evil'.

When I was mind mapping this essay I found the usual branching structure just did not work and I had to conceive of it in terms of overarching canopies, each layer modulating the ones beneath it. It feels like unwrapping a gigantic onion and I suspect that once we have unwrapped the layers fully, the problem will vanish into terminal intangibility. There won’t be anything left to take home in your wheelbarrow!

So lets start with disease. Claude Bernard, the great French physiologist introduced the concept of the 'milieu interieure' and the 'milieu exterieure' towards the end of the nineteenth century. He pointed out the need for an effective healthy organism to maintain its internal condition in the face of a very variable external environment. Homeostasis is the name given to the processes by which an organism achieves this. Classically it is used of physical parameters such as temperature regulation but there is no reason why it should not be extended into the psychological realm. We have to maintain our emotions and range of emotional responses against 'the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune' and to do this successfully is as much part of homeostasis as keeping our temperature level. Nonchalance is useful in both physical and psychological settings.

Disease is seen as a disturbance of homeostasis. It is something that knocks us out of rapport with ourselves. Doctors think of it as having specific causes such as genetic defect, infection, dietary deficiency, inflammation, blockage of blood flow, chemical imbalance and so on. At medical school we are taught that if we deal with the causes of disease it will be treated. The delicate interaction between internal states and external agents is only poorly developed as a theme. Pasteur and Claude Bernard had ferocious discussions about this territory and it pays revisiting.

Meta illness: fear of disease

What doctors are now finding is that we are dealing with two things, disease and the meta disease that is made up of the patient’s hopes, fears and expectations about the disease. Basically the fear of illness can at times be a worse disease than any disease that actually exists! One clear example comes from America where children who had harmless, innocent heart murmurs were treated by their parents as though they had major heart disease. This is the phenomenon of cardiac non-disease and, although ridiculous, these children lost time off school and were treated as 'special' and 'delicate' children, with all that entails for their learning as they grow up.

What feeds this monster of neurosis about illness? I think the answers are found at multiple levels. We live as people in an environment. What we make of our environment depends on our perception of that environment. And what we perceive depends on what we recognize. And what we recognise depends on our internal maps of reality. There are several layers of filters between what is actually happening in our territory and what we are aware of in our territory. What we choose to notice depends on our values and beliefs and says a lot about our internal states.

I suspect many of my patients have distorted, inaccurate maps of the territory they are navigating. From a variety of sources they have developed beliefs that certain things are hazardous when they are not, and are unworried about other things which are really a greater risk to them. Edwina Currie laughed at a student who was making a point about women suffering from an inadequate cervical smear programme. The student possibly had a point, but she undermined it by smoking all the while she was talking to Mrs Currie. If the student had really been worried about her health she would have given up smoking long before she worried about her cervix.

The press are playing a large role in giving us inaccurate maps about our health. The press (for its own very sensible circulation reasons) always focuses on what is new and attention grabbing. So the old message on, say, cigarette smoking is old news (but a very present threat to health). However an unproven scare that 'mobile phones cause brain cancer' is great news and gives everyone a dose of anxiety. Better read the paper to find out if it affects you.

Taming the monster of fear

Where do we find the wisdom to start taming this monster we have created of fear of disease? It is an urgent quest, and if not undertaken we will disappear into terminal neurosis and we will all either be doctors or be seeing doctors. The answers are not in the medical textbooks! As the wise doctor in Macbeth says, 'This disease is beyond my practice'.

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We need to learn to look at the world
through new perceptions
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I think the answer comes from levels above individual beliefs. Many people are living with their own identity not tuned into that of other people around them. They are out of harmony with themselves, their neighbours, and they are disconnected from their spirituality and indeed will strongly deny any existence of this layer of existence. Without the learning from this level there can be no salvation and in this context salvation is about health, both in this world, and the next. We need this sense of connectedness to a greater purpose to be able to look beyond ourselves, and see what actually needs doing for the health of the world, the health of our community and ultimately for our own health. If we spend our time wrapped up in our own fears we live but little lives, and become more selfish, and less of ourself.

Our attempts at present to get out of the morass of illness neurosis are not working. We at present have neurotic patients treated by neurotic doctors in a frame set by neurotic politicians. This way madness lies. We need to learn to look at the world through new perceptions, to learn to resonate more with our neighbours and to be more in harmony with ourselves. We need to correct the current misperceptions that we have, and so starve the monster of neurosis.

Someone once suggested that a neurotic person was unhappy with his eccentricities whereas an eccentric person was happy with his neuroses. Perhaps some of this spirit, of learning to be happy with our neuroses would help to start the ball rolling.

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References
1. Beowulf, translated by Burton Raffel. Mentor Books, 1963.
2. Cardiac Non-disease in Children.

Dr Peter Davies, BSc, MBChB, MRCGP, is a GP in Mixenden, a deprived and challenging area of Halifax. He is fascinated by the behaviour of patients and his colleagues and the beliefs lying behind their behaviour. He uses NLP techniques to help him in this exploration.

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© Caduceus, 2003.